Love Pt 2

Did i give up on love?
hehe no, i wont ever even after experience teaching me that love can really fuck up your life, personality, friendshiips, relationships, education, etc etc etc
love is too important to me for me to ever give up on it
my current bf M3....
he feels like something else really
you know whats the biggest reason that makes me feel that this time its different and its true?
its wierd, but it because we fight so much and we are from such different worlds and have such different outlooks on life
but despite it all, despite all the fights, all the obstacles (including my friends and our friends as in the ones me and him have in common), i still want to fight for it
now a part of me fought for it, cause i cant have another failed relationship... i seriously cant
but for the most part he was so worth fighting for... cause i know he would fight for me
i have seen what he would do for me, im the type of person who would do so so much for someone as long as i know that person would do the same for me if i needed
just recently we had a huge fight that lasted so long, it was just a series of endless arguements
i actually cried at the end cause i couldnt take it anymore! (crying is such a humongous issue for me, i never do, so when i do its a big deal)
and then we didnt talk for a while cause he traveled, but then when he got back we talked
we talked and saw what we were doing was wrong
assessed the situation.. was all this worth it? and in the end we both decided it was
and here we are now, back to normal thank goodness
seriously he makes me feel comfortable and safe, i see a future, thats all that matters to me right now... the rest will get fixed with time and effort